Totally can’t empathize enough of how so close to perfect today was and it’s all just turned to shit. Hmm I wonder why? My attitude or you just pissing me off huh? Why does it matter cause you always win. What do I have to do to get you to listen? What do I have to do to make you know I’m fucking serious? ugh make me wanna cry. I can’t take it anymore.
Gonna try and just stay out tomorrow. I dont even wanna sleep.
I have too many thoughts in my head that I actually spoke it today. They felt the same way. I usually don’t open up easily at all. Somethings I just don’t care about but I did care about that.
I could sit in a field for days and still have nothing figured out. I must be a hopeless thinker or something. Anyway ill be asleep soon. Goodnight
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface."
— Linkin Park (via breathtaking-dawn)